Hope you did enjoy your day! It did not rain as much, so I guess my prayers worked.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Actions speak louder than words...You are so right.

HB :)

I couldn't find the song that I wanted. But anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)

Whooooooosh.

It was nice seeing and talking to you again.

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

:D

Today until tonight, I learned more about you. And with each tidbit, a crack in my heart heals up.

"The more you talk about something, the more you will forget about it." - Ma'am Rosel

Is this what letting go feels like? I really don't know. All I know is, I can finally smile now. :)

Closure, please?

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

***

Truth be told I'm lying. Truth be told I miss you.

I can't. I just can't. This is the longest yet.

Closure, please.

My Lucky Day - Lene Marlin

Tell me what you saw that was so bad
Tell me all the reasons
Why you made me so sad
I wish that I was like you,
And I'm sorry that I'm not
At least I still have hope,
I guess that's all I've got

I know you must be happy
Thrilled that I'm not there
Yet I know that I will make it,
Make it good for me out here
And soon I will be smiling,
Everything will be okay
I'll not worry anymore,
that will be my lucky day

I wish that you'd seen something
Special 'bout me too
That you would think of something else,
Not just the way I look to you
I don't see what you see,
How different can I be
And why does it really matter,
I'm just being me

I know you must be happy
Thrilled that I'm not there
Yet I know that I will make it,
Make it good for me out here
And soon I will be smiling,
Everything will be okay
I'll not worry anymore,
that will be my lucky day

"Yet I know that I will make it, make it good for me out here. And soon I will be smiling, everything will be okay. I'll not worry anymore, that will be my lucky day."

One more sign, and I'm letting go. I won't care about you anymore. I'm going to be happy, and I won't care if it will hurt you or not. I won't consider your feelings anymore. I won't care about what you do in your life. I'm going to think of only me.

“Math tells us of the three saddest love stories: TANGENT lines that had one chance to meet and then parted forever. PARALLEL lines that were never meant to meet. ASYMPTOTES lines that can get closer and closer but will never be together.”

Mas maganda na siguro ang tangent lines sa asymptotes, noh?

-

Bunyag na. At palagay ko makasisira ito ng araw mo, so continue reading at your own risk.

*SIGH*

I need to let you go. Why is that so hard?

..

I miss you. But I know you don't miss me. Why even bother?

:)

I'm glad you're finally loosening up. Good for you. :)

Kahit na nakakainggit ang kasiyahan mo, ok lang. Basta masaya ka, ok na ako. :) I guess I need not interfere with your life anymore, right? :)

-_-

Ano baaaaa... I can't forget your voice. What is wrong with me? Why do I miss you? I need to forget.. You're moving on and forward, and I'm moving backward.. Argh. Stupid hypothalamus.

Kamusta ka na? I haven't heard of you. I plan to text at the end of the month, pero pending pa rin. I don't know what to do with you.

Grr.

I still miss you. No updates. Dammit.

Birthday Blues. Argh.

I miss you. Am planning what to give you on your birthday. Am looking forward to texting you for that. Darn it.

...

Okay, I'll promise you that I won't let anyone bring me down.. But why are you still waiting? I don't want you to wait.. I want you to move on.. Please make things easier for all of us.. Please.

WWWWHHHHHHHYYYYYYY

Argh, you're driving me crazy. Babalik nanaman sa dati kung nagpatuloy ito. Noooo, I can't let that happen. I have to make it clear >.< Dargh, you're weird. Super duper weird.

WTH??!

So what the hell is wrong with you? I thought we made it clear? *Sigh* I gave up my best friend, shouldn't I give up on you too? Why are you so persistent? *Sigh again* Hindi bale. Maybe I'll realize something. Thanks for the test.

MKS

MKS stands for "may kotse siya." Ever since we took a drive in your car, I had been uttering the same words over and over, even in the company of my friends and family. Maybe I still couldn't get over the fact that people in my age group could actually drive already. And well, with your variety of cars, I became interested in cars. In fact, I was just searching the net for them. Hahaha. I'm friggin' weird. *Sigh*

hi :)

Hi aye-an! Wala lang. I created this blog to communicate with you, kahit one-sided lang. I'm testing something. Hindi ko rin alam kung sasabihin ko pa sa 'yo ang tungkol dito. Anyway, it doesn't really matter. Ang punto lang nito, kapag hindi ko na kinakaya, dito lang ako magpopost. Ayun, ayun. Kamusta ka na? Sana ok ka lang. Belated happy father's day sa dad mo! Sana hindi siya galit sa akin. >.< Nagtext ka nga pala nung isang araw, at hindi ko nagets. Hahaha. Weird mo talaga. Ayun, sana ok ka na. Um. Hanggang dito na lang. Next time uli. Ingat lagi and smile! :)